April 2012
110 posts
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Today was the day of my first state exam.. Finished it shortly after 2PM - the exam was pretty okay. I am so happy that it’s over but I really do not know how I’m supposed to wait for the results until June. I hope that I can handle it. I have to!
The exam room was so damn cold that now my throat is a bit sore :( I hope that I can recover by drinking some tea with honey.
And somehow...
can't wait
Sooooo tomorrow is my first exam and man I just can’t wait for it to start :D The sooner it begins the sooner it will also be over. Yeah, makes sense :D
I wrote down some quotes that I’m now trying to remember and hopefully I can find a place for atleast one of them in my essay. I’m really crossing fingers for tomorrow!
No workout for today because I need to concentrate on...
“I miss you, like everyday
Wanna be with you, but you’re away
Said I miss...”
– I Miss You/Beyoncé
meh
Came from my exam consultation and I’m a bit dissapointed. I expected to be more calm after it but now I’m just more nervous.. The teacher was just like ‘well yeah your work is good but at the same time it’s just meh’ (that’s the feeling I got). And now I’m just sad because I tried really hard with all my writing pieces and it’s sad to get a bit...
woop
Today was officially the last day of our 12-year path in high school! I have so many happy emotions and I’m so glad that I met these people and got to know them :) I also gave a speech today and I really-really had to make an effort to keep myself from crying.
Yesterday we also had great time at J’s place.. it’s good to be able to talk about everything and have fun toooooo...
“Lost but now I am found. I can see, but once I was blind.. I was so confused as...”
– Lana Del Rey/Born To Die
everything's finally alright. :)
Today is pretty amazing. I couldn’t even dream of what happened today.. but it did. And I’m just so grateful to her that she had the courage to come and talk to me.. I know it wasn’t easy, but I’m REALLY grateful for it.
I really needed to hear these words. I had this nasty feeling in my chest all the time.. and now it’s gone. Can’t even describe in words how...
emotional binge
I need to stop with getting mad at things that I cannot change. It’s naive of me to think that some people change. They do not. And it’s just something I have to accept.
Totally binged today emotionally. I promised myself that I wouldn’t get mad anymore and keep that zen-status in my mind. Didn’t excatly work, huh? :D But I’ll try again. I know I am a better person...
need to state this
Well, I heard something rather weird today. Some whack still hates me for no proper reason. Not that it’s a surprise, because she just doesn’t like anything I do. Ever.
Gosh. I’m just so mad right now and mainly.. dissapointed. I really tried to be a better person and put all that anger away from my mind, but I just can’t if I get provoked all the time. But no. You have...
heeeeehhhh
Helloo sexuals. :D Feeling good as ever thanks to Helen who is an amazing oompaloompa and makes my mood booost upup through the ceiling :D Thanks H :D
Okayokay. It’s actually weird that the closer it gets to graduation the more awesome the days in school get :O Today we only had 4 classes and soooo much fun while talking random weird stuff :D
So today I did something I do very rarely -...
“You will never need two.. cause I will be your number one.”
– Beyoncé/Dance For You
can't decide if a good or meh day
Happy Monday! Today it was the last Monday EVER in high school for me and my classmates! WOHOOOOOO! Can’t describe how hopeful and happy it makes me feel :D Had some fun with them at school today, bestclassmatesever!
The weather is soooo nasty today :( It rains and rains. I hate when the weather is like this - it makes me feel sad and when I’m sad I want to eat! So I didn’t do...
overthinking
Last night when I went to bed I think I “achieved” a new level of overthinking.. Like damn, why the hell do I need to think so much? And I’m not afraid of rational things.
For example, yesterday I was worried about the fact that on the subject that I want to learn in university - there are very few jobs in my country. And then I was like - I’m never getting a job and...
wakey wakey
Just woke up feeeeling great as eveeer :D Now I’m eating my whole-grain muesli with buttermilk. Yom-yom!
So yesterday I had a PE class where we did some exercise, but still - came home and did Jillian Michaels workout + 8 minute abs + 8 minute stretch. And then to shower.. the showers after workouts are amazing :D You just feel so happy and relaxed!
I talked with an old friend yesterday...
“Yeah, you hurt me, but I learned A LOT along the way.
After all the rain.. you...”
– Beyoncé - Me, Myself And I
fridayy
It’s friday fridayy… finally. Honestly thought that this week would never end. :D Can rest a bit.
Yesterday I didn’t go for pilates, I just did the same bun-abs-arms-stretch workout I mentioned in my previous post. This time I got my neck in a right position - no more neckpain!
And alsoooo whopdidooo - as it was a week since I started with all these changes, I decided to weigh...
